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Friday, June 13, 2008

Okay, had sorta a 'wtf' conversation with my ex... Like OKAY..... But anyway glad we can stay friends =]

And my navAl(=P) piercing is not having and pus or anything disgusting, but it's damn ITCHY. And when I tried doing a grand jete, WHATTHEFUCK. I didn't know grand jetes stretched your stomach out so much -.- IT BETTER HEAL QUICK. I don't want to not be able to do anything in ballet.

Maybe I'm discovering my passion for it? Like, I'm really afraid I won't be able to do that back bend stretch for ballet, and I have to tell Ms Tan I have a naval piercing? ARGH DO YOU KNOW HOW FUCKNG FRUSTRATING IT WILL BE. Sigh. Yes, it's a sigh of resignation. I swear, if the piercing hinders any improvement I may make, I am going to be PISSED. (Yes pissed but never going to take it out ahaha.. I may be passionate about ballet but I'm not stupid yeah)

MONDAY=I would so do that smiley with the hearts as eyes but I can't, well you get my point. SUCKS that there's only one week left.. But like it says on Terri's shirt, well not word for word but somewhat like it, don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened, which I guess you can adapt to this, I should enjoy it when it's happening right? Enjoy it while it's happening and smile when it's over =] Anyway, YEP. Can't wait!

Okay lots of stuff to say, SERIOUSLY I AM TURNING BIMBOTIC. Like it's something you realise and you're trying really hard to change it, it's so fucking frustrating when you can't! Let me just proclaim to the world, I am NOT going to turn into one of those air-headed BIMBOS okay! And don't anyone dare say I can't because I'm one already! Like ARGH! It's FRUSTRATING. Guess the pink font doesn't help yeah? Ahaha.. can't believe I'm laughing at my airheaded-ness..

FUCK WHAT THE HELL happened to my metabolism? Sigh although it wasn't spectacular but it's better than now, I'm not regretting the fact that I could have eaten more last time, but not learning how to appreciate my body last time. It's not something I'm writing so that you can tell me I didn't turn fat, I'm really serious this time. There's actually this psychological factor that plays a part in girl circles, when someone says they're fat, you're bound to say something you don't like about your body as well. It's psychological. Not in this case.. I actually have to watch what I eat now -.- Isn't that just too damn fucking irritating?

7 years

Yes I have to have different colours for each paragraph =]

Peace out *does that knocking your fist to your chest twice and doing that sign sign*

(10:35 PM) Dancing with all the stars aboveYYY