1 peach, bowl of grapes, chips - 2 strawberries and a couple cherries, 2 small, CNY type peanut cookies - those dried, preserved plum things (kills your appetite) 1 bowl of porridge, 3 small lobsters (it was lobster porridge! Soup was heaven), bit of cold crab, claypot tofu

Intake: 1400 cals =( Blah.

Outtake: 25 min walk

Didn't add in stuff I did because I'm brain dead!

Fucking databases. I'm never working in an IT department, I SWEAR ON MY LIFE. Because my life fucking depends on it.

Today:
1 apple - ballet for 2 hours, damn tiring - 1 orange and a slice of prune and almond cake - comp - napped - dinner of clams, spinach & mushrooms, sliced pork, no rice - 1 peach - cooked dinner for babe

Intake: 1200 cals, about there. Overestimating just in case.

Outtake: 2 hours of non-stop jumping, stretching, and strengthening exercises. Looked like I took a shower with my clothes on.


The cake sounds weird, but it's pretty good. Almonds add a richness and prunes have a sweet-sour taste, very nice. Don't ususally nap but if I didn't, knew I wouldn't be able to do any work tonight.

So today's plans went to hell, so much for tanning. The sun never comes out when I want it to. Wanted to take a short nap before dinner because I was SO sleepy, dinner was supposed to be at 5 but got pushed to 6 because of dad, ugh. So goodbye to the after-dinner walk I was planning to take. Babe felt sick too, fuck WoW. Played for 10 hours straight. His laptop was screwy too, so we couldn't finish the database. My injured foot was hurting during ballet so couldn't do all the exercises properly. Then felt sleepy for the rest of the day. THEN found the sample database they wanted us to do and went "WHATTHEMOTHERFUCKINGSHIT", who the hell do they think can do that? Felt kind of lethargic the whole day. Have a bruise from yesterday when I knocked into something in the lecture hall, a very very very big one too. Have shitloads of work to do for school and projects.

How is it I wasn't struck by lightning?

Upsides - Well, there are some nice shows on afc now, Nigella's on in 30. Made me realise I wasn't conquering my problem, and that's a good thing. Didn't give in to it too much, very happy about that =] Had a bit of a struggle, will only stop when I go to bed but I promised my man already so =]
Yes, MY man. Love you so much.

Butt? Like seriously? How the hell did you pass English..

I know today hasn't ended yet, but I'm going to be too busy doing a DATABASE later. So here it is now:

1 apple and coffee - resisted Kandace's brownie hahaha - School - SF - Ajisen for lunch, 2 pieces of cuttlefish, 1 cali maki, iced unsweetened green tea and mapo tofu ramen but gave away about 2/3-3/4 of the noodles away? - chewing gum! - with Jeff - bowl of grapes - comp - dinner, steamed herbal chicken and veg, no rice - going for a 15 mins walk soon - doing some fucked up database

Intake: About 1100 cals, damn.

Outtake: 15 min walk, hopefully

I still get adrenaline rushes playing SF, like when your hand shakes, really shakes uncontrollably and doesn't stop even when you "flex" it. And there's so much of it that I feel burning around my chest.

Heard TDH say "Nothing" like how I say "Nothing", kinda cute hehe, but definitely don't do it often.

Can't wait for Monday too, going to have so much fun on your birthday!



EDIT: Scrap that, walked a lot + jogged a little 50 mins =] 24 mins for 1 round.

And now I need to stop thinking I have my problem under control. Need you babe. Don't just love you you know.

Pretty darn good day, regarding food anyway. Exercise was blah.

1 peach - prepared lunch of sweet potato wedges, french beans and ribs - tan - shared a little of the lunch and a bowl of grapes - watched tv - napped with babe, SO NICE!!!!!!! Love sleeping with him! Yes, sleeping - tan - light dinner and 1 pear afterwards - swim

Intake: Around 950 cals? Think I may have overestimated though, wow.

Outtake: 45-50 mins of swimming.

Sigh WHY THE FUCK is Justin Bieber only 15? Stupid bitch in One Less Lonely Girl. And holy shit the girl in Sweet 16 picked up a US 27000 (yes correct number of zeroes) Fendi coat, asked her dad for it and all he said was "whatever you want baby". With all the episodes I've been watching I shouldn't be surprised anymore right.

As I promised, I'm updating, but just waiting for TDH to finish a dungeon run =]
Today went like this:

Tom yam (read: spicy, read: metabolism-boosting) ban mian but left half or more of the noodles - Crammed for EBA database test - Got 18/20! - Walked around while TDH played SF4 - Watched Tooth Fairy - had some nachos - Went back to the arcade and BEAT 2 GUYS AT SF4 HAHAHAHAHAHA! - Bought sexy black stilettos from Aldo - Regular peach froyo from Yami and granola, fed about 1/3 of it away to babe - ah, kinda exercised =P - had dinner, no rice just steamed fish, frog legs (are leaner than chicken), ribs - 2 hours of ballet, TIRING.

Intake: Maybe 1100-1300 cals?
Outtake: 2 hours of ballet

And hehe I like Jason Greene!

Going to bed soon but just want to get this off my chest: I want to lose weight =( Yes yes, just the same old ramblings of another teenage girl. Sigh 10 pounds, that's like putting on a laptop and a half's weight.

Plan:
Since today's already Tuesday..

Wednesday: Breakfast - SF maybe/Shop - School - Go home for dinner/Have dinner outside - Ballet
Thursday: Tan - Light brunch - Jogging with babe hopefully/Gym - Do something at home - Dinner
Friday: School - Brunch - Going out - Home for dinner
Saturday: Apple - Ballet - Tan - Dinner
Sunday: Tan - Cook a light lunch - Jog/Exercise - Early dinner - DISTRACT SELF FROM EATING

I'll update everyday, promise! But since this isn't a promise made to TDH I can't promise anything =]

Listening to Bad Boys by Alexandra Burke & Flo Rida, kind of reminds me of how I tamed one =P And I know we're only 19 and 20, but I'm going to marry you.

Intake: Don't really feel like counting but it's a lot.

Outtake: Almost 4 miles, + weights but it was a shortened workout because the stupid gym was closing at 10am for some stupid test.

Tomorrow, it's going to be a good day, and I will update about tomorrow.


Went to Christian Louboutin yesterday and !!!!!! AWESOME SHOES. Expensive too, but they are FUCKING SEXY. Went to AX afterwards and got myself a gorgeous, sexy, purple dress which apparently, makes my boobs "ohhhhhhh*some undistinguishable sound*", according to my extremely perverted boyfriend. Now the problem is, I DON'T HAVE SHOES TO GO WITH IT! If I can't find nice shoes outside guess I'll have to wear my black strappy stilettos, but come on, cheap shoes with a gorgeous dress? Blah. Note.To.Self:Need.Stilettos.By.Monday.

Outtake: About 2 hours of ballet. That I SUCKED AT.

Intake: Estimating around 1300.



So last Saturday, we stood in the blazing hot sun for 8 hours. I swear the total time I sat down, was probably 15 mins. So now I have a fringe tan, was sick the next day and am peeling for a big fat profit of ONE DOLLA AND TWENTY SENSE. On the upside, I got a mounting board, for free! =)
And SOMEONE dedicated "A Lonely September" to me over the PA system, so much so that the whole bazaar could hear the DJ say "I love you baby, in all the good and bad ways." I loved it, and it wasn't too cheesy. Woo!

Good night people.

Outtake: 4 miles + weights.

Intake: Around 800-1000 cals? =S

Current weight: 55.4kg
Shoot me please.

Think I'm going to get a corkboard and put it up in my room =]

And I fucking love you, more than ever, from today. Relationships are hard and I think it's amazing you made me realise how hard they are and actually make me want to work at it. I LOVE YOU.

Tip: Write your goal weight down on your wrist, and glance at it when you feel like eating.
It worked today =]

So in case you guys are wondering, it's 122 for me.

Okay, so I've decided to stop posting in several colours. Because...... 1. It's troublesome. 2. My blog looks like it's been written by a chav/ah-lian/5 year old. It's OVER! Oh, and to use less exclamations. Heh.

Been hooked on a really old song recently, anyone heard of Control Myself by J. Lo & LL Cool J? He has such a cool name I think haha.
Btw, I just spent 1 minute trying to space out all the lyrics but I really can't be arsed. So =]

You got, you got, you got what it takes to be my man.

Except maybe that one line, bleh.
Being addicted to songs SUCKS. Runs in your head all the live long day. And if you have me on msn, you'll love my pm.

P.S. The adware scan I've got has been going on for about the past hour and a half. If you want pop-ups that advertise sex, then you're welcome to exchange computers.
And before any of you think I've been to porn sites, no I was trying to download a game. MDA blocked all of the porn sites already.

Dear Jitterbugs Swingapore,
Can you please fix your website so it doesn't fuck up my internet and cause it to crash? You IT-illiterate idiots. Tyvm.