Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Just realised, my wants don't have any material things(see? I'm not materialistic! Haha!) but let's start now, I want-A leather jacket! Why is it that once I want a leather jacket all the stores are suddenly selling it? But they're either overpriced or U-G-L-Y-Fucking sexy boots that are made for walkin'-Really nice top that goes with jeans.. Smexxay without slutty heh-Yes that's all, SEE I'M NOT MATERIALISTIC!
(3:02 PM) Dancing with all the stars aboveYYY
Went out with TDH's church friends to Pizza Hut(FINALLY after walking around for half an hour =P) for Fong Ming(sp?)'s birthday party.. MY GOD! (Blasphemy is it?) He ate a cheesecake with chili flakes, pepper and tabasco sauce.. and he finished the whole thing! YUCK! But it was actually fun.. and glad they're not the kind of people who are so anal about you being an atheist.. UNLIKE SOME ASS I KNOW. MOVING ON..I want to..-Cook for Jeff! Muahaha you liked the fried rice, YAY!-Go out with my girlfriends once more before school starts.. Miss you guys! That night was fun but let's not overdo it again ya! First time drinking so I didn't know about the after effects of alcohol.. Reason enough =P-Mahjong! Haven't played in so long!Yes these are short term goals not resolutions.. They're so useless please.. If you want to set goals you can do them anytime and not just at the start of the year.. All the weight loss goals.. Start NOW and not next year -.-Being vain is a GOOD THING, I digress. Not vain = fat! Simple as that. I mean, I understand if you have some thyroid problem but come on, don't use excuses, don't complain that you're fat but be too lazy to exercise.. I swear the next person who's too lazy to exercise and complains they're fat, I'm so going to say it to your face: YES YOU FAT BITCH GO EXERCISE! Except you of course =] (And FFS you're not fat!) And before people say I'm not practising what I preach, I exercise and I don't complain! All I say is "Not today, I'm feeling fat." HA! Feeling not complaining!For some reason I'm feeling hungry the whole day.. Already ate popcorn, mixed rice without rice(heh), grapes, chocolate, longan, yes I sound like a pig but I'm still feeling hungry, ARGH! AND DURIAN LATER! They have the type I like!
(2:44 PM) Dancing with all the stars aboveYYY
Saturday, December 27, 2008
Feels so good to be in love.. JL you know what I mean girl =]
(9:39 PM) Dancing with all the stars aboveYYY
A pox on all cheesy posts!
And my god I just realised how childish my email is, when I signed in ahaha..
CAN'T BE FUCKING ARSED TO GO JOGGING! Might as well watch WLIIA..
Promise I'll do some exercise tomorrow! Hopefully anyway..
I LOOOOVE YOU =D
I miss the outing with my girlfriends!
Why the hell do I keep dreaming of being friends with Lynette?!
Got to shower soon!
Going to call you soon after showering!
Playing spider solitaire first though =P
Why am I typing like this -.- Lost the knack!
Heh heh SCROLL BABY SCROLL!
Going to the wet market with my dad tomorrow, going to get ingredients for Monday! Cooking something soothing for you.. Next time don't eat so much! Lawls funny if you think about it =P Still love you =D
CAN'T BELIEVE I WATCHED IP MAN! Lol what a #&^%&*(^$# movie!!!! Okay fine I admit I kinda liked it, wouldn't mind watching this kind of movie with you again.. Was actually funny at the beginning lol. WHAT A WAY TO TRAP ME TO GO WATCH IT!
Spider solitaire, then shower, then call!
Thursday, December 11, 2008
Chain letter I received.. They're stupid but I feel that I have to highlight ONE POINT:This chain letter is real so follow the instructions and something good will happen!! and read it till the end !LISTEN TO THIS LETTER AND GOOD LUCK!!!!! Sorry, but this chain letter is for real. When Anne Wichert got it for the first time, she ignored it and a week later the love of her life dumped her for no good reason so BEWARE, and just send the stupid letter!!!!!! The Lovers of the Heart In order to form a more perfect kiss, enable the mighty hug to promote to whom we please but one kiss. Article 1: Statement of Love: The Kiss 1. Kiss on the hand I adore you 2. Kiss on the cheek I just want to be friends 3. Kiss on the neck I want you 4. Kiss on the lips I love you 5. Kiss on the ears I am just playing 6. Kiss anywhere else lets not get carried away 7. Look in your eyes kiss me 8. Playing with your hair I can't live without you 9. Hand on your waist I love you to much to let you go Article 2: The Three Steps 1. Girls: If any guys gets fresh with you, slap him.2. Guys If any girl slaps you, her intentions are still good. 3. Guys & Girls: Close your eyes when kissing, it is rude to stare. Article 3: The Commandments 1. Thou shall not squeeze too hard. 2. Thou shall not ask for a kiss, but take one. !!!!!!!!!!!! READ THIS!3. Thou shall kiss at every opportunity. * Remember * A peach is a peach A plum is a plum, A kiss isn't a kiss Without some tongue. So open up your mouth close your eyes, and give your tongue some exercise!!! Here are a few reasons why guys like girls: 1. They will always smell good even if its just shampoo 2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder 3. How cute they look when they sleep 4. The ease in which they fit into our arms 5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world 6. How cute they are when they eat 7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while 8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside 9. The way they look good no matter what they wear 10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful thing on this earth 11. How cute they are when they argue 12. The way her hand always finds yours 13. The way they smile 14. The way you feel when you see their name on the call ID after you just had a big fight 15. The way she says 'lets not fight anymore' even though you know that an hour later.... 16. The way they kiss when you do something nice for them 17. The way they kiss you when you say 'I love you' 18. Actually ... just the way they kiss you... 19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry 20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly 21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt 22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt. (even though we don't admit it)! 23. The way they say 'I miss you' 24. The way you miss them 25.The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore..... Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them ... it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons, No paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart. A feeling.Only felt. * This chain started in 1887. It is a love chain letter. In an hour you are supposed to send it to 25 people. It is easy, just look into chat rooms and find them. Anyway, send it to 25 people in 1 hour. Now here comes the fun part. You then say the name of the person you like or love and then the person will say 'I love you,' or 'Will you go out with me?' NO JOKE!!!!! I love u ever...NOW THE CONSEQUENCES The consequences are: If you break the chain letter, you will have bad luck in future relationships. If you don't break the chain, then you will be a happy camper!!! CoNgRatULaTioNs!! You have been chosen to participate in the LONGEST and the LUCKIEST chain letter on the Internet! Once you read, this letter you must IMMEDIATELY (meaning within the hour) be sent to 25 people After you send it, make a wish and it will come TRUE YOU MAY NOT WAIT FOR A CERTAIN TIME TO SEND IT........ REMEMBER, IT MUST BE SENT TO 25 PEOPLE WITHIN 1 HOUR, OR YOUR WISH WILL NOT COME TRUE! If THIS CHAIN LETTER IS CONTINUED UNTIL THE YEAR 200 X , IT WILL BE PLACED IN THE GUINNESS BOOK OF WORLD RECORDS! PLEASE CONTINUE IT NOW!!! *WARNING* IF YOU DO NOT PASS THIS ON, SOMETHING BAD OR WORSE WILL HAPPEN TO YOU: NOTE* THE MORE PEOPLE YOU SEND THIS TO THE MORE LUCK YOU WILL HAVE IN YOUR LOVE LIFE. IF YOU BREAK THE CHAIN LETTER (IT HAS BEEN GOING SINCE 1887) YOU WILL HAVE BAD LUCK WITH YOUR LOVE LIFE FOR SEVEN YEARS. THIS IS NO JOKE. GOOD LUCK
(10:37 PM) Dancing with all the stars aboveYYY
Saturday, December 6, 2008
Article from the New Paper, Lo Hwei Yen's husband's thoughts on her..It was a smile that captured people.
And it was a smile from within your whole being.
After meeting you that day, I asked Sandy: 'Who's the babe?'
It was another day at Spinelli when I bumped into you and I spoke to you and said we should have lunch together.
You probably asked yourself why the first lunch I suggested was at this place, San Marco, at the Fullerton.
It was kind of odd for a first lunch.
I guess we went for our first date on an office lunch, during lunch hour.
Your best attribute was that there was so much love about you.
A selfless love.
It was this love that really struck me about you.
You could be incredibly stubborn at times and incredibly feisty. And you knew what you wanted.
You were very much your own person.
But you also wanted to make people happy, buying drinks for them, to make sure they had a good time.
You gave your all to people.
Once people got to know you, they would realise what a precious gem you were.
I am 37.
You were 28.
I am nine years older than you.
And when I met you, I knew I wanted to marry you. I waited all my life to find you.
I took you to the Maldives in 2006, just eight months after getting to know you.
And I proposed to you there. On the very night we landed. I guess I couldn't wait.
You claimed you knew I was up to something because I was asking you leading questions, like if you were happy with me.
Being the lawyer, you were quite sharp and knew before I proposed.
We were at a villa at the Banyan Tree in the Maldives at midnight.
Everything was quiet under the beautiful moonlit night. That's when I asked you to be my wife.
You were very happy to say 'yes', and you cried.
You wanted a wedding in Bali. And we really had a beautiful wedding.
This year, we went to Melbourne and returned on 21 Nov.
We met friends there and had a great time.
We were both Kylie Minogue fans and went to her concert here, the night before you left for Mumbai.
Even though you were that much younger than me, you liked old things, like me.
In the last few weeks of our relationship, it was truly the best moments of my life.
As newlyweds, we had minor teething problems.
We had the occasional tiff. And a few months ago, we had a really good heart-to-heart talk.
I told you it looked like I had my demands not because I wanted you, but because I needed you.
You were really my entire life.
In your obituary, I said: 'My life has no meaning and no purpose.'
That's what I mean right now.
Everything I did, I did for you. My whole life really revolved around you.
You were truly the meaning of my life.
A few months ago, I explained to you that you were not something that was nice to have around.
You were what I needed.
You were part of me.
The last few weeks of your life with me were really, really truly wonderful.
You would have the most beautiful smile for me when you got home. It was truly, truly fantastic.
Marriage was work, we all knew that.
We had achieved some new level in our relationship.
I was indescribably happy. That's why it's even harder for me to talk about it.
I didn't even want you to get wet in the rain. I wanted to make your life as smooth as possible.
Needless to say, being unable to protect you, there's nothing to really say about that.
The day you left for Mumbai, we had to be at the airport by 5.45am.
Your flight was after 7am.
You had to give a talk in Mumbai and you were nervous about it. You went through your whole talk with me at the departure hall.
And I said your speech had substance and that you would charm them.
You reached Mumbai safely and you messaged me. Then came your message; that you had heard gunshots during dinner.
A few messages and phone calls and many agonising hours later, you were gone.
You were so brave.
I could talk for hours about you.
Because, basically, you were a wonderful human being.
Before I came back to Singapore, I did not know how I was going to carry on.
I did not pray after what had happened.
But when we had the first prayer session for you on Monday night, that pain dulled.
God is somehow watching over me.
Right now, it's one day at a time. There's no planning, no thinking of tomorrow.
It's going to be very hard.
I know you want me to live my life.
Whether I can do it or not, that's what my friends and family are for.
Their love, which they are pushing in my direction, is helping me push aside my grief for a while.
I remember my last words to you: 'I love you very much.'
And those were your last words to me, too.
I want people to know what a wonderful person you were.
The babe I had waited for my whole life.
(3:58 PM) Dancing with all the stars aboveYYY
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Holy fuuuuuuuuuuck I just realised something: If you want life to SEEM longer, go to the gym! I haven't been running for more than a month already! And it always seems like the days just DRAG when I go to the gym! ARGH RUN RUN RUN!
(12:31 AM) Dancing with all the stars aboveYYY
