Fucking databases. I'm never working in an IT department, I SWEAR ON MY LIFE. Because my life fucking depends on it.

Today:
1 apple - ballet for 2 hours, damn tiring - 1 orange and a slice of prune and almond cake - comp - napped - dinner of clams, spinach & mushrooms, sliced pork, no rice - 1 peach - cooked dinner for babe

Intake: 1200 cals, about there. Overestimating just in case.

Outtake: 2 hours of non-stop jumping, stretching, and strengthening exercises. Looked like I took a shower with my clothes on.


The cake sounds weird, but it's pretty good. Almonds add a richness and prunes have a sweet-sour taste, very nice. Don't ususally nap but if I didn't, knew I wouldn't be able to do any work tonight.

So today's plans went to hell, so much for tanning. The sun never comes out when I want it to. Wanted to take a short nap before dinner because I was SO sleepy, dinner was supposed to be at 5 but got pushed to 6 because of dad, ugh. So goodbye to the after-dinner walk I was planning to take. Babe felt sick too, fuck WoW. Played for 10 hours straight. His laptop was screwy too, so we couldn't finish the database. My injured foot was hurting during ballet so couldn't do all the exercises properly. Then felt sleepy for the rest of the day. THEN found the sample database they wanted us to do and went "WHATTHEMOTHERFUCKINGSHIT", who the hell do they think can do that? Felt kind of lethargic the whole day. Have a bruise from yesterday when I knocked into something in the lecture hall, a very very very big one too. Have shitloads of work to do for school and projects.

How is it I wasn't struck by lightning?

Upsides - Well, there are some nice shows on afc now, Nigella's on in 30. Made me realise I wasn't conquering my problem, and that's a good thing. Didn't give in to it too much, very happy about that =] Had a bit of a struggle, will only stop when I go to bed but I promised my man already so =]
Yes, MY man. Love you so much.